lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
Shine your light in
Let the whole world see
We're singing, for the glory
Of the risen King
Jesus, Shine your light in
Let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory
Of the risen king
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
-7:22 pm
Eep. Fell sick and didn't go to school today (And it's only March!). Actually I was much worse in sch yesterday (i.e. very bad leaky nose and a horrid horrid sore throat). I came hope and slept at 7.30 cos I really cldn't take it. Those who sit around me in class would know from my desk being scattered with balls of tissue and the loud sneezes (sorry lah, I cldn't help it). And I had to stay back from CCA when I cldn't even stay awake in geog class! Nor force my sleepy mind to focus when I'm having such a terrible headache. Sigh. What's worse was that after I finished rushing my article during Trib and asked to be excused from EXCO debrief to go home, SHE asked "Can you stay a while for the exco meeting?" I was like, HELLOO? what's your problem? Can't you see that I'm barely surviving there in the cold room and you wants me to stay? Sigh. And the huge mounds of used tissue on the table didn't even achieve it's purpose of dramatic effect. It's either that she's blind or she chose not to take that into account. CCA ends at 5.30 pm sharp and usually we have to stay back till 6 plus for her looong EXCO debriefs. This woman really needs to stop being such a workaholic. It's fine if she herself doesn't want to have a life but when she infringes on other people's rights by making us do stuff that's beyond our responsibility and stay back so late, it's really irks me. Ok I shall stop complaining about her now.
I had a good rest today. Slept for practically the whole day except for waking up for meals and medicine. Then I woke up at 5 smth to do homework (cos i'm much better and will be going back to school tmr). I realised that I didn't quite miss that much but it was far more important for me to get rested enough so that I'll have energy for the rest of the week. After this, I'll still have to kinda study for a chinese compo test tmr and sleep by 8pm. And I'm already feeling tired (must be the medicine). The pace of sch life in RGS is so fast and intensive that you can't afford to miss too many lessons or you'll lag rather far behind. That's why we must all take care of ourselves. I guess I succumbed to the cold cos of my sleep deficit + weakened immune system. And there's a board GM tmr (compulsory attendance) which my dad wants me to miss cos he says I need the rest. Which is true, but sigh, I don't know if I'll be discredited for that.
My mom's at the hospital visiting my gran now. I wonder how she is. She fell really sick a few days ago and we didn't find out until my mom called her up on monday. I'm worried for her cos she's pretty weak nowadays, considering her age. And I want to go see her, but I'm regrettably trapped in the whirlwind of school life (urgh!). One failure of humans is that we don't tell our loved ones how much we love them until it's too late. Not to be pessimistic, but I'm scared. She's the only grandparent I have left and I love her soooo much. Maybe I can pop by the hospital tmr after sch...
Anyways, I'd better get going now. I really need all the sleep I can get.
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